Despair of Broken Hearts -- Healer

[Crowy]

Name: Despair of Broken Hearts;Despair
Gender: Male
Age: 56 moons
Family: All deceased; no mate.

Description:

Despair looks old despite only seeing 56 moons. His black fur is knotted, uncleaned, and rough. His eyes are a dull grey. As a kit they were bright blue but seem to have faded along with his personality.

Personality:

Despair was born with bright blue eyes and a bouncy nature as most kits are. But as he grew older and began to understand the hardships of life in a Tribe and it's seemed to have worn him down. His eyes and personality drained down until finally he could not go any lower. He hides the feelings he has though to prevent others from learning that their Healer is troubled. He knows what kind of trouble it causes.

History:

The Healer has had a rough life. When he was born the first noticable thig that happened was the wail of a cat who had just lost a loved one due to sickness. Following that event every other sad moment seemed to place itself into Despair's mind and stayed their haunting him. The tom doesn't show it much but sometimes cats wonder where he wanders off too. The answer, he is busy staring at the sky, contemplating how he could have prevented deaths or sickness or other dangers that he has seen cats lost to.